I’m sure you all have been wondering wether i’m alive or not. I’m here to tell you yes i am. I’ve just been super busy working on personal projects and such.Auditions for the movie the drama class is making, candle-making in scuplture, getting my resume and cover letter worked out, just general school stuff. But there’s a bigger reason i don’t come here as often.
There are just days i fell…well…i feel like some of my old friends on this site have kinda gornw out of me. They’re all into new things which i’ve tried but just can’t get into (no offense to any of them, it’s great you’ve found new things you all love). But i mean…i’m still into 9 for godsake and THAT’S clearly out the window. I’m sorry, but alot of the things many of my friends like (Regular Show, Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared, and Supernatural ect.) i just CANNOT sit through. I’m boring, i get it. I’m old news, that happens to me alot.
Second, Tumblr..feels…distant to me. It’s worse than my Facebook. I really don’t have anything significant enough to say. people overreact JUST as bad as on DA. People like to put this site on a pedastle, and you that’s okay. But i can’t. I feel like a wall-flower here, nothing i say or do is good enough for really anybody. I know your all probably gonna tell me that’s not true, and it’s probably not and i’m probably polorizing things like i always do. But that’s just how i feel and i’m sorry if it offends any of you that i really just cannot connect with this site. It’s kinda numb here. I feel my art isn’t good enough for this place.
So just pre-warning you all. I will not be on here as much as you’de all like. But that’s MY decicion. Fell free to ignores this post so it may follow the ways of the other. Right down the trash. Farewell…untill the next time i feel like going on this site.